Having been married many years, with regular , would I be wrong to take have a sensual mage?

My wife and I love each other very much. However, we both work hard and whilst is an important and regular part of our relationship, I have been increasingly frustrated by my wife's willingness to be 'ally charged' during , but with little or no reciprocal attention to my needs in return. I yearn for touch and attention as is less satisfying without it , and have reached the point where I have seriously considered visiting a girl who I could pay for a sensual mage without '' to fulfil my desires. Will I regret it, or will it as I hope, help me to be content.