Are you completely and truly drop dead in love?

Have you ever had someone you were so attracted to that you were utterly consumed with pion every time you saw them? I don’t mean lust. I’m talking raw, heart-felt devotion? I am so in love, I can hardly stand it. Me and my baby have been friends since we were babies, dating since I was 12, and have been married since I was 16, I'm 22 now. I'm just completely and totally in love, it's beyond that.