Any good advice in you?

I am just wondering if anyone else out here has ever felt like I do...I'll be 30 in a few years and honestly I feel like I don't get life, at all. I am a female and I don't see or know where any happiness will come from in my life. I don't think a husband and kids will make me happy, I just know I am unhappy about everything and don't know how to feel better. I just feel like what the hell is life? You go to work a job you can't stand just to ration out what bills you will pay and what bills you will not, then someday you up and die and leave someone crying about that. I am just unenthusiastic about my future or about this life. I just sit and listen to the stillness of night and accept this is how I feel but dam, it's really hurtfull you know.